Hard for me

Cannot descript now. Only will pull down my morel. Sad.

Cry many time too. Siam!!

Stop breastfeeding Zi An

Is the most unnatural thing I am doing to my baby. Trying to win her off my breast. Now my breast is very full after more than 24 hours of not sucking from baby.

Today is Tuesday. Tomorrow depavali holiday.

Yesterday night an was with Jimma. Entire night, I had my first sleep through the night after two long years.

We are training her to sleep on her own, not suck my nipple to sleep.

Jimma has been trying to cope too. The baby too.

We need to be strong to get through this.

I try to be away and keep myself busy to deal with this transition.

Halloween party

Party time. Halloween party was so fun. Surprise to see so many kids dress up nicely for the occasion. It was fun. The Harry potter rope was make by me. They all dress up so nicely. Each had their own idea of dressking up. Nice!!

Harry potter custume

Harry potter robe in the making. Below is the images for my own reference.

Bought 2.5 meters of cloth yesterday. Today going to mke in the afternoon.

Five Little Fishes Rhyme

Five Little Fishes
Written By: Unknown, Copyright Unknown

Five little fishes, swimming in a pool

(Wiggle five fingers)



The first one said, "The pool is cool."

(Show one finger,
then wrap arms around body)



The second one said, "The pool is deep."

(Show two fingers,
then hands measure 'deep')



The third one said, "I want to sleep."

(Show three fingers,
then rest head on hands)



The fourth one said, "Let's take a dip."

(Show four fingers,
then hands 'dive' into water)



The fifth one said, "I spy a ship."

(Show five fingers,
then form scope with hands to peer through)



Fisher boat comes,

(Form 'V' with fingers,
then move hands away from body)



Line goes ker splash

(Pretend to throw fishing line)




Away the five little fishes dash


(Wiggle five fingers away)

Balloon angry bird

Very happy to make balloon angry bird today. The Zone B RC balloon interest group organize a balloon jam today to get ready for the children day and Halloween party. I love twisting balloons, today I get to do it for free and try out new sculpture.

After making, the children love the balloon. Rui post a lot with the spider...

Rong like angry bird. The girls like it too.

It was a fruitful day. The enjoy the sharing and learning together with the Rc members.

Maid off day

Today went pass so quickly. It is late at night and all kids are sleeping, I have sometime to pen down my thoughts. It has been a long but happy day for me.

The kids went to centre in the morning before auntie was out. I still have half hour to read my newspaper after breakfast. Then rush home to take over an so that Jimma can go kai kai.

Had lunch with mother-in-law at Penang Place buffet. Yum... Baby tummy also so big at the end of two hours...Nice authentic Penang food. Beef rendang best...

Then pick up Rui from school. Tested his muffin from home Econ test, cannot make it. No sugar... Good try junior! Moral of story is to try out the recipe before test! He has too much pride in him.

Nice to drive around during rainy day. I am really thankful for the car. Also the shelter all over the island. Not much chance to get wet even rain!!! All connected or underground parking.

Dinner outside with all the kids. See En and Rong share a bowl of Long Gan jelly, I find them so sweet, they use to fight over who eat more!!! They all can really eat!! Rong and Rui ordered food at different timing, but ordered ecxatly the same food from economic rice stall! They really sycronice in term of feasts bud!!

Baby is easy go bring out now. Sleep in the car seat for one two hour when she is tired. I can manage to get some shopping at Sheng Siong while Rui stay in the car with her.

Sleep tight baby. Mummy love u.I am really grateful for what I have now. Thanks guys for everything!!

May all be well be happy.