Hard for me

Cannot descript now. Only will pull down my morel. Sad.

Cry many time too. Siam!!

Stop breastfeeding Zi An

Is the most unnatural thing I am doing to my baby. Trying to win her off my breast. Now my breast is very full after more than 24 hours of not sucking from baby.

Today is Tuesday. Tomorrow depavali holiday.

Yesterday night an was with Jimma. Entire night, I had my first sleep through the night after two long years.

We are training her to sleep on her own, not suck my nipple to sleep.

Jimma has been trying to cope too. The baby too.

We need to be strong to get through this.

I try to be away and keep myself busy to deal with this transition.

Halloween party

Party time. Halloween party was so fun. Surprise to see so many kids dress up nicely for the occasion. It was fun. The Harry potter rope was make by me. They all dress up so nicely. Each had their own idea of dressking up. Nice!!

Harry potter custume

Harry potter robe in the making. Below is the images for my own reference.

Bought 2.5 meters of cloth yesterday. Today going to mke in the afternoon.

Five Little Fishes Rhyme

Five Little Fishes
Written By: Unknown, Copyright Unknown

Five little fishes, swimming in a pool

(Wiggle five fingers)



The first one said, "The pool is cool."

(Show one finger,
then wrap arms around body)



The second one said, "The pool is deep."

(Show two fingers,
then hands measure 'deep')



The third one said, "I want to sleep."

(Show three fingers,
then rest head on hands)



The fourth one said, "Let's take a dip."

(Show four fingers,
then hands 'dive' into water)



The fifth one said, "I spy a ship."

(Show five fingers,
then form scope with hands to peer through)



Fisher boat comes,

(Form 'V' with fingers,
then move hands away from body)



Line goes ker splash

(Pretend to throw fishing line)




Away the five little fishes dash


(Wiggle five fingers away)

Balloon angry bird

Very happy to make balloon angry bird today. The Zone B RC balloon interest group organize a balloon jam today to get ready for the children day and Halloween party. I love twisting balloons, today I get to do it for free and try out new sculpture.

After making, the children love the balloon. Rui post a lot with the spider...

Rong like angry bird. The girls like it too.

It was a fruitful day. The enjoy the sharing and learning together with the Rc members.

Maid off day

Today went pass so quickly. It is late at night and all kids are sleeping, I have sometime to pen down my thoughts. It has been a long but happy day for me.

The kids went to centre in the morning before auntie was out. I still have half hour to read my newspaper after breakfast. Then rush home to take over an so that Jimma can go kai kai.

Had lunch with mother-in-law at Penang Place buffet. Yum... Baby tummy also so big at the end of two hours...Nice authentic Penang food. Beef rendang best...

Then pick up Rui from school. Tested his muffin from home Econ test, cannot make it. No sugar... Good try junior! Moral of story is to try out the recipe before test! He has too much pride in him.

Nice to drive around during rainy day. I am really thankful for the car. Also the shelter all over the island. Not much chance to get wet even rain!!! All connected or underground parking.

Dinner outside with all the kids. See En and Rong share a bowl of Long Gan jelly, I find them so sweet, they use to fight over who eat more!!! They all can really eat!! Rong and Rui ordered food at different timing, but ordered ecxatly the same food from economic rice stall! They really sycronice in term of feasts bud!!

Baby is easy go bring out now. Sleep in the car seat for one two hour when she is tired. I can manage to get some shopping at Sheng Siong while Rui stay in the car with her.

Sleep tight baby. Mummy love u.I am really grateful for what I have now. Thanks guys for everything!!

May all be well be happy.

Lantern festival

The family went to Chinese Garden to celebrate lantern festival. I was fun with picnic session, Auntie Jimma prepared pasta for dinner in the park. We had fun there. Mooi Cheok and another causin of mine joined us. This is the first time I see her in Singapore.

What I like most is still the balloon lantern with LED in it to give a bit of light. Cool and neat. The photo actually taken from the tent where a lady was walking about carrying this balloon lantern. The little LED in the yellow balloon brighten up the otherwise dull balloon.

In the pond, there are a pair of dragon lantern. Magnificient!!
The panda in the bamboo forest where cute too.


This year I feel that the display of the lantern was limited and disappointing. The kids where trying to get some game from the game stall but the stalls were too expensive for their $5 budget.

Zi en cycle with 2 wheels bicycle at 5 years old

Zi En managed to cycle without any help today. Well done girl.

I brought her done to playground today together with An. She push her two wheeler down while An on the five wheelers pushed by me. I also busy with snacks and fruit. They have not take their afternoon tea yet.

As we are eating and drinking, suddenly I see En cycling around the slide! Oh that was great. She manage it without my assistance. I was too tied down with food and An.

An fell down on her lips after lunch. Bleeding for a while, the upper lips is injured. She cannot walk slowly. Always charging ahead. She do not have the vocab 'walk' with her. Run is the only action she is interested. Walk, no way. Worse is she ran with body leaning forward and very often she go flat on the floor. She is a commandor.... Fearless, active, adventurous, daring .... Girl, please behave like a girl.

I was very worried Of an and en go round and round perfected her skill of balancing she learned for the past three weeks. She show good progression and interest in cycling. Her two training wheel were removed for more seven months. Since then, she tried once and stop until lately then she has the interest to do it again. She is ready for more further excursion. Remember to put on helmet when cycling, my dear. Happy riding. I am happy for her. My K1 girl is growing quickly.

散文集看後感

I was reading some writting in a book by Taiwanese author. so touching. It speaks out so nicely my feeling at time. so consice. so direct. so touching. the story are real story.
The description on family members relationship speak out my mind. 劉繼榮是作者的名字。寫得太棒了。每次看她的書都要預備好紙巾。都會讓我哭得唏哩嘩啦。。。。為了故事中人哭，為了跟自己的命運想似而哭。像看台灣電視劇那樣叫人淚如雨下。大哭一場後又是一條好漢。。。

internet marketing course

i am attending a two day, sat and sunday course. Pay by me, not NYP.... S$299
It has been fruitful so far. created a new domain name, web hosting done. Tomorrow will be one more 9am to 7pm class. Tiring leh. Must done up the web design this time round. in the next three weeks must get it up.ad running. cater for nich market of current student and ex atudent. ntu, nus, smu, other poly... hand boiquet first. graduation. others pending.

Zi An fits

Having difficulties with this mobile phone. Still relatively new to it. First time do blogging with it. Slowly but surely I will manage.

An an case was scary. It has been burning hot for the pass few days. An was down with fever since monday dawn. I thought maid can haddle, so I go to work in the morning and take the kids to sc center as it was a off in lieu of election day.
At night when I am settled and took over the baby, the baby looks drowsy, the eyes looks scary too. I thought she was just tired and tried to feed her to sleep. Aircon.was on, I sat in the room, baby in my arm happily.sucking away..

Suddenly her body tense up. Legs and hands started jucky. Then her eye roll up. I quickly ask daddy and maid to come into the room. Bby fits I said.
Daddy rush to take a chopstick and stuck into baby's mouth.

Pray hard not to repeat again.

An tricycle

Baby 15 month on tricycle. We